hopper♣
September 13, 2010 / 4:16 PM
stressed, but happy.
it's possible to feel those emotions at the same time.
wish i could go on facebook more,
but the books are calling.
wish i could sleep earlier,
but all the extra stuff is dragging me down.
but whatever - i love life, maybe a bit too much.
i'm going to end this entry once my brother's done in the shower,
because after i shower i might nap to regain some energy,
or maybe update a few personal things.
i'm not going to go on tumblr unless its a friday or the weekend.
i miss a lot of people. and i hope they're doing well :)
going to make it a goal to get a lot of pictures of everyone this year,
before the hourglass tips over and there's no time left for fun.
i dont have the guts to say what's really going on.
and there have been a few times this weekend where i felt as if i havent seen or talked to some people in school, and i dont want to lose their friendship. like _____, who's my beef and we're close but sometimes i feel like we're not tight .. slightly worried. or maybe i'm paranoid. i dont know where my future's going. the future. art/business? business/law? no way am i going into medicine. but after learning about raffney's condition i kinda have an interest.. kinda. she's my baby cousin who born just a few days ago and she has edward's syndrome, and everyone in the family is worried. i wish i was in the philippines right now. i want to go out more, boo. sometimes i wonder what people see in me, because i really have no clue. is my innocence a refreshing quality? haha kidding, it must be annoying. art today was the bomb, looking forward to it on wednesday. God, thanks for all my friends - they're my extended family and i love them lots :)