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oh look - the sky is falling!

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then i logged off immediately cause I couldnt take it.

i didnt even expect a response;

but you responded.

and now your message is on another tab,

but i dont have the guts to face and read it.

all i can do is ... jump up and down in my seat and turn around and face the wall and spin around again till i'm dizzy and confused. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU EVEN RESPONDED. surprise of my life to check my inbox and see that you responded. i am freaking out right now and going insane like a lunatic. i have this mental image in my brain of me banging my head against the wall (it's a mental image because doing that in real life would REALLY give me a headache). i cant believe i'm nervous over this LOOOL. i'm not regretting i sent the letter - i'm happy that i did. but to receive a response was something WAAAAY out of my expectations. after this sentence, I'm going to click 'publish post', close this tab, and face your response. I WILL NOT CRY AFTER READING YOUR RESPONSE. I WILL HOLD BACK ALL THE TEARS AND FORGIVE YOU SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. love, nellie.