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August 5, 2010 / 6:17 PM

eventhough you write on my wall,
ask me how it's going,
what I'm up to,
and try to be interested for my sake -
I don't really care that much.
I don't want that to sound as harsh as it sounds, but it's true.
you'll always be my friend, no matter what.
and I can finally accept the fact we'll never get back to our easy-going friendship.
months tore us apart but I've got to step away from the past and live on.
I don't want to stay within the shadows.
you lose people, then you meet double the number you lost.
you made me feel special,
you cared for me when I needed it,
and you talked to me till the wee hours of morning.
I miss you, but you're not worth waiting for.
I struggled with my feelings for half a year,
and now that they're settled I'm breathing a little easier.
I needed you when you needed me,
and whatever we had between us won't be lost.
Thanks for entering my life, I appreciate it.
But now -

I believe I'm ready to stand on my own.