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i'm always thinking of you♣

July 9, 2010 / 7:17 PM

my mom has several wind chimes in our garden - it's one of her hobbies, collecting wind chimes. they hardly play their music in the morning because there isn't much wind floating around, but in the evening, they tinkle away like crazy; like right now, there's a breeze passing through. i think i'm attuned to you because everytime the chimes play, i get these nostalgic feelings and memories of ... everything. its crazy and scary to keep all these feelings inside when you could just shout them out loud, and no one would care. my past two GAP (guerilla art project) letters were written to you .. though of course it's only the strangers who find the letters who're going to know. you won't know, because you've left my life eventhough i'm holding on to yours.

i think God's trying to tell me to let you go.