rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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oh look - the sky is falling!



lunch
June 8, 2010 / 7:54 PM

Believe me, I don't even think about thinking about you,
but you seem to pop into my mind now and then for a quick visit.
When all else fails, you're just not worth considering.
If it's good it's good; if it's bad it's bad.
I need to learn the value of patience.
Oh, and to be more grateful for the things I have.

Dad, I know you don't always have the time to help me out whenever I need it, but thanks for taking time off today for doing what you did at home. I know yesterday was hectic and frustrating for you, but yeah ... I never really do properly thank you for everything you've done for me, my brother, mom, and the whole family. You're always calm whenever we're panicking, you make time for us when we don't make as much time for you, and you always keep us in your thoughts whenever we're on the go (e.g. donuts slash cookies slash fries slash starbucks on depressing or test or exam days. or days that just really suck- it surprises me that you can read my moods so well now). eventhough sometimes you annoy me with all those questions about boys, life, and school, I know it's only in your interest because you want the best for me and want me to be happy. I know there have been times when I've really let you down and disappointed you, but I just want you to know this: I love you and Mom very much, and the path I choose to take is something that I'm willing to take on. Though it isn't your ideal aspirations and wish it was something you expected, please trust me on this one. I'm always going to be your ''Baby Girl'', and (hopefully) I won't grow too fast for you.

J'adore Daddy, you're the best.

Whatever you want to do, do it now. For life is time and time is all there is.