rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away
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June 5, 2010 / 8:19 PM

Eventhough I'd Love To Keep You Mine My Plan is Not to Change Your Mind I'll Lock the Feelings deep inside.

I'm just thinking back to the first time I felt the need to write my feelings down. And I Found Out Somthing, I dedicated many blog entries on the same topic.

I'm sorry For the Person I became I'm Sorry it took so long for me to change "Who I am Hates Who I've Been"

Fear is the fuel we use to drive our lives. It makes us do everything and anything. Without it nothing has purpose. Its the reason we work for a living, It is the reason we sleep and breathe. Even Love is ...

love is a 4 letter word. but how can a 4 letter word have so much meaning. saying "i love you" can change a persons whole perspective of you. love is a word that can bring people together, and recover los...

I guess its true, When Your feeling terrible and depressed , Waking Up and getting up is the hardest part. But once you finally decide to come to terms with your sadness and face it head on, you finally r...

I remember when my heart broke I remember when I gave up loving you. My heart couldnt take it But now im lying here sad and lonely

When Your Dreaming with a Broken Heart, Giving Up is The Hardest Part

........im done

I dont know

This sea of thought is becoming more and more Treacherous. My feeling and emotions, are just gettting rocked harder by more and more waves.

I am lost in a sea of thought. Drifting farther away, doing everything to get back on course but knowing that ultimately, I can't force myself to get back on course . All I can do is Drift wherever the wa...

You know the door to my very soul Youre the light in my deepest darkest hour Youre my saviour when I fall

When I look at the night sky with all the stars. Your the Only Constellation I see.

Tonight, While your sleeping with your pillows and blankets. I'll Be dreaming with a broken Heart.

Destiny is a Predetermined anomoly, Your fate was chosen the second you were born, There's no way to change it. Everything that happens to u has a purpose, but this gets me thinking, what is the purpose of...


I think that sometimes the most difficult person to understand is yourself. As you get older you quickly become more and more aware of all the layers. There are too many layers. There are layers to yourself that feel so normal at one moment and so horrid the next. And that is, in my experience, the most frightening feeling of all: when you wake up in the morning and you can’t remember the person you were last night. You look in the mirror and you can’t recognize the person you’ve seen each time you’ve looked in the mirror over the past fifteen years. Your actions are read back to you and you can’t recall yourself.

Sometimes love changed is love lost, but lessons lie amongst the residue that are painful to face. Don't ever be ashamed of your mistakes, because that's the only way you're going to learn.