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April 12, 2010 / 5:18 PM

I thought about you today.

I didn't feel much. or anything. just thought about everything. and wondering why I even cried over that. It hurts to care so much for one person when they don't give it back. thanks mags, you totally put up with a frustrated someone this morning. I guess I shouldn't care anymore and drop the whole thing completely, but I keep waiting, staying, hoping. I feel useless. lethargic. synonyms of that. but in the end, you smile because faking happiness is just as good as being happy. I wish you were an easy person to shrug off. but you're not. just a part of me, completely.

Tears frozen in time,
bitter tasting like wine.

I'm so distracted.