intouch w/ my element(s)♣
December 4, 2009 / 5:57 PM
Bleh I'm tired.I don't want to do anything today, except work with my pen and paper and sketcbook. But I can't, because I need to work on homework and school activities for the last week (because we're really keen on making the last week BOMB for our homeroom. plus yenno, its the holidays, we're in need of Christmas spirit). Aghs, I keep yawning, and my eyes are slowly closing in and out. I just finished reading the book Sam lent me (hahah thinking about this morning makes me laugh eventhough it was a bit frustrating >=( hehe) and it was just.. another cliffhanger ending. poo! ahah but I enjoyed the read, reading through the struggles of going with conformity or against rebellion meanwhile severing loyal ties or going along with the tide. oh, and who can forget the romance part too? mwhahaha, sam nearly ruined that part for me. luckily, I sang loud enough to drown the whole passage she tried reading to me xD
I was going to write more, but I'm not in the mood to continue this post at the moment.
Oh well, never mind. I edited one of my latest orchid shots today and uploaded it on facebook. At first I started tagging people, then stopped, because I'd rather have people stumble upon it by accident, rather than letting the people I love know that I love them already. You might need a twisted sense of logic to understand that, but yeah, just try to see it another way.
I started crying at the end of the book Sam lent me. Call me touchy and sentimental. I cant wait to bother Sam about it on Monday, now that I fully understand the story. You're bonded to someone but you love someone else and you dont realize you love someone till death does them part? ouche, cruel, cruel, cruel. this is what we live through in this world, a world that seems to break down our hopes and aspirations at whatever opportunity seems available. I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish..
afterschool today:
- hacked 4 candycanes and gave them to four cool people
- 2 Nanaimo bars and witnessed amanda and gabby storing them ;)
- switched dates for french tutor, cool deal
- chat'd it up with the ever cool mpr, love very much <3
- brother was nice to save me some tempura from his Japanese field trip, gobbled it down in the car while going home. thanks bro, appreciate the gesture.
why did you make that comment after everything we've been through?
I've dillydaddles enough already, and I still have to start homework. I want to get Adobe Photoshop (the latest one) for Christmas. But my parents think it's useless since they said I'd only be able to use it in my spare time. How I wish they'd understand and stop pushing me to the limit.
P.S. It'd take me forever to thank every single person who commented/liked the vac drawing I posted, but all I want to say is merci merci merci beaucoup, because really- you guys are pretty much my source of inspiration every living moment, each breathe we take, each step we take together in this journey. symbols: bridge, whale, buildings, raimbow, and the tree.
love, love, love from me, this krazy kid stuck inbetween <3