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December 2, 2009 / 7:17 PM
"you like to think you're perfect but you're not.
one day, i'll draw the last breath and laugh
because karma will hit you in the face and you'll regret this day.
you never listen to me, you choose not to.
you're really immature, GROW UP.
you're NOTHING, not even good at art.
what are you ever going to accomplish in your life?
you never think of anyone but yourself.
if you want to move out go ahead and do it, I dont care,
why didnt you do it earlier?
so disappointed in you.
you need to see a pshychiatrist, your life is messed up."
thanks.
we never did see eye to eye.
back to square zero.
the storm clouds appear,
and with it is this fresh rain.
sick of this crap from you,
you listen to my reasoning but treat it like it doesnt really matter.
I can tell, you know, I'm not as stupid as you think I am.
But yet again we've never seen eye to eye on things in the first place.
and you fricking say I have time for my friends when you dont even let me hang out with them in the first place, going back on so many promises broken before. you say a lot of things that go back and make no sense because you make yourself a hypocrite and a liar out of them. i dont know, i dont know how to feel besides the frustration bubbling inside because all i can say is this:
shut up.
my thoughts keep running in circles, my brain's temporarily in a phase,
but those two words are constant in my head.
you've never hid your preference of my brother to me.
you treat me like I dont exist.
you barge into my life and rearrange it according to you you you.
oh, its okay he does this as long as I dont do it.
always criticizing my appearance and opinions, like really, lay off.
you think you know me so well but you dont.
why dont you shut up for one moment,
one moment, then go on with your life?
it sucks you arent supportive of anything i want to go for.
its amazing we apparently look so much alike when we're so different on the inside.
it hurts a lot hearing this from you.
i hate crying, absolutely loathe it.
its uncanny my brother played a part in this.
the two of you, oh, so much alike. shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up. shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up. shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up. shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up. . . .BANG, there goes another one.
-royg.biv