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November 2, 2009 / 7:02 PM

Chicken for dinner, charged ipod YES. I finally have music to listen to my ears. Like, entertainment for my ears. Gee I'm so stupid I can't expect you to respond to me again, sheesh, I need to stop putting my hopes up. Why is it that I miss you so much? Too much homework; I hate it. We have a math test next Friday and my prayer presentation falls on that day too. Poo-poop. Finished socials so happy-appy now eventhough I'm not done english yet. haha, I am so pressured. whatever, I'm just going to breathe in and out and enjoy writing this entry. Marks, marks, marks, report cards out next Friday. I honestly already have a gut feeling I won't get an A in socials this term- asian failed both tests because of lack of studying and sleep. But I think I did okay in everything else.. except now I'm wondering whats gonna happen with our Planning marks, since she never gave us the criteria and some people did good and some people did bad. Aghs, I don't want to worry about so much things but its just a reflex reaction. LOL, like while going to Starbucks this morning because it was late start I was so paranoid we were going to be late I kept ranting it off to people. GAH, and when I put the bus ticket Jamie so kindly gave me in the slot, it didnt slide down like it was supposed to and make a beeping noise and go back up- it just stayed put. talk about embarassing. the bus driver was nice though because he helped me out, but that was just so sad. Samantha- we are at war here my friend:WAR. I'm going to jump a horse on you, I promise that. Its gonna be a big black stallion named Katie and she's gonna be seven feet tall and so many pounds heavy she's gonna flatten you- dont wrry my dear, I'll tell you when I get the horse so that you can run and hide for your LIFE. ahhehehe, I know what to get you for Christmas already :) need to think of reasons to get money from my dad and how to hang out with people next Wed. . . hmmm, have to work on prayer assignment with people? yeah, that should work. oh wait drat need another excuse.. I'll keep thinking this week then present my plan into full motion on the weekend. no volunteering this weekend but lector, another hour gained yes. I want to go to Newman-Fisa's for a very shallow reason, haha. Listening to JoJo, then Metafour. You know what I want right now? Just to talk to you and forget my worries. I miss you.

I see people together and I feel like there's a part of me missing.
need to work on photography "assignment."
I need a lot of things that are sliding out of my grasp.

Much love and hugs guys <3