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no soup kitchen♣

November 21, 2009 / 7:02 AM

Really, what can I say? I can't get distracted, but it's happening. I can't let this go on. I need a break. I just need some fresh air and more time to think these thoughts out. I don't know what else to say, but sometimes, things come and go and its only when you miss them you realize how important they are. Its frustrating, because I'll most likely never see you again. The only thing I can do is cry these tears inside and let myself let go of the past. This always happens, whenever. I just, want to rant to you. but you're busy, and .. I miss my best friend. There's so much to tell you. A lot. There's so much, I don't even know where to begin. We haven't seen each other in, like, what? so long. and all those other people who I'm close too. There's just this sense of loneliness swimming around me, it's why I've been moody lately. Plus the other person I want to talk to a lot, well, she's not in all my classes so it's hard. We only get to hang out at lunch and in the morning, but that's it. Frick, I can't you off my mind. Why can't I just face up my fears and let you go. I don't want to fall. But that's a stupid thing to ask for. I need more sleep, and I need more .. you.