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morning break♣

November 30, 2009 / 8:18 PM

fricking woke up at four today not because of a lack of sleep but because someone just had to flipping say these things to my face which obviously couldnt wait until morning.

this time they fell because of pure anger and frustration,
both of which have simmered down considerably since then.
havent studied for the french test yet which i'm kinda screwed for,
math is actually putting me to sleep,
fricking woke up at 4 today, yeah sorry to repeat this
eventhough it seemed like i was pretty happy at school,
i was actually seething on the inside because of you.
nothing i do ever seems to make you happy with who i am.
and there's more stuff piling up.
dont even know where we're up to for language power and those other books.
really, the words you say to me feel like lies,
like they arent real.
there are two things to a friendship-
yenno that, right?
prayer presentation today nearly made me cry,
couldnt even say the words right.
goodbye, farewell, au revoir-
words so casually used in life, but we sometimes fail to see the other side to it.
i dont know how to deal with you,
gonna play the rest of this song by ear.
can you please go online? i miss talking to you.
rumours sont fake.
Song, j'adore!