trampoline symphony

just beat it♣

October 6, 2009 / 7:51 PM

I open my gmail and this is what I see:

You have (150) unread emails.

And I'm just thinking, what the heck, I dont receive THAT much.

But in the end, they all turned out to be facebook notifications and birthday greetings from people all around, so that's okay, even if I have to eventually delete all of them before I exceed the limit for storing emails :] Today was GRREAT, super spectacular, and overall wholly awesome and filled with the goodness of candy and love. I'd write more, but I'm already screwed for english and science and everything else I should be doing now but I'm not. The stress is actually starting to pull on me a bit, and there is no way on earth I can rub it off now. But yeah, thanks guys, thanks for everything, you made my birthday the best and coolest :) And another thing? I'm gonna stop fooling around with them. Why? 'Cause they were just stupid distractions who weren't worth my time or all the effort I put into helping them. They may have messed me up along the way, but I'm not going to let that happen again. And plus, if they really did like me, they obviously would have shown more feeling, right? But no, in the end, we both messed up. Sigh, what a complicated side to things. 15, big one five, does that make me mature? I'm not so sure. Screw english and science =) I'll just cram in the morning :D Okay, so maybe that obviously points out I haven't matured that much. But don't worry, I'll find a way to study for them, even if I fail. Drat science, I wish we could move the test. Drat Planning, speech still not written yet. And I still have to email her, LOL. She's prolly gonna kill me and get maad. Got a call from my ninang today, and it was awesome, and I wish we could have talked longer :'( But a 30 minutes talk is good too, yenno. I think I'm just going to write whatever about planning. Plus, NL supplied me with these flipping sweet candies that can keep me pegging away at night. It sucks my birthday had to time around tests and projects.

MT, i love you best friend. thank you for EVERYTHING, and, and, and, for awesomely and koolioly decorating my locker =) this is for all the good times we've had <3

so i'm prolly going to fail math and science and english and get into a lot of trouble with my parents, but i'll worry about it later :) i was thinking about posting pictures up on facebook and here now, but i think its gonna divert me too much from my studies. so this is where i leave you flying birds here, cause I love you tres much and I cant fail tomorrow's easy vocab quiz.

thanks4everything,
loveu2pieces (L)

P.S. so full right now, if you poke me I'll possibly *POP.*

Goal: Be optimistic and not procrastinate.
And draw more, ahahaha.
And get more sleep :'(

Kay kay I'm leaving now. . .