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October 29, 2009 / 5:26 PM

I'm banging my head on the table with distress because I never thought it would be so possible for me to actually miss talking to you this much. no fair no fair not fair fair fair. je suis stupide? oui stupide. and it sucks because I'm prolly never going to see you again, unless by some fair chance we meet each other at a random school event. frick these feelings, I'm not liking them so much at the moment. I'm so confused because I dont like you, but at the same time I'm missing you. what is that supposed to mean? I'm not going to do any homework today screw it.

today was okay, but not exactly the best. so glad to have the science test over and done with. the two written questions were easy (yes, eventhough they took me a long time to answer) while the 38 multiple choice questions were.. like last year. they start off with really easy and obvious answers, and then the more closer they get to the end the more harder the questions become. and sure, you have the cycles right in front of you too but they were still a bit difficult, especially the middle questions. I'm prolly going to lose a lot of marks for the nitrogen cycle questions, because I keep confusing nitrate, nitrogen, ammonium and what turns to what like nitrification and all that other stuff. maath I'm screwed for too because he's prolly going to give us a test not next week but that week after and of course I havent done any hw yet. religion, planning, same as always. LOL AMY "She got a high-five." that just made my day. and cough, cs taught me something new today. I really am too innocent, but at least now I know why people kept laughing at my fb status "stuck in a hole." ahahah i am so dumb. so happy to be free from all that pressure now, just have to deal with vocab and volunteering on sat. argh, need to wake up at 5 for that. make plans to go to balfour house next week with NL, or find and drag someone. maybe kc? hmmmm... i dont want any homework this weekend, I'm gonna cry if we get some. oh shoot drat wont be able to hand that in anymore.. been so busy. just want to slow down, breathe, and chill. but its hard, because the pressure is rubbing off everyone. i just want to wake up and not care about anything, like its summer time. but i dont want to work, just take a class or something. like amateur photography? sometimes, when you want to raise the bar, you have to raise the roof.