rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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4NOELAI (i)
October 10, 2009 / 7:30 PM

Je

had

a

slurpee.




I, nellie agbulos, had a slurpee at 7 p.m. tonight, today, however you want to state it. and I'm also listening to one of my favourite bands of all time, SIMPLE PLAN.

oui, it's that SIMPLE.
so what else is new?

Well first of all, this is one of nth posts dedicated to the wholeheartledly cool NL, because I feel like writing this all for her, because this entry is prolly going to be a mess and she's gonna be the only one who'll actually understand what I'm saying and be able to identify the moments when I got hyper and all... and, and, and, I totally blanked out on what I had to say.

I HAD AN ABERRATION, WOOT WOOT.
abberational moment baby.
ms. bazille would be so, SO proud.
cheer me on people, CHEER ME ON.
effects of a slurpee REALLY dont agree with me.
and I should stop overusing CAPITALIZATION.

I should be doing my homework, but I refuse too. Why? Because it's Thanksgiving weekend, so of course we have no school on Monday and I can cram it all on Monday :) And knowing myself so well, I'm prolly gonna rant and complain on Monday wondering why the heck I didn't do my hoemwork but I'll rant and complain 2 days after I post this :D hehe.

In case you're interested (which I doubt you are),
lemme tell you whats I have to accomplish by this weekend,
since this is the only three day weekend we're gonna have till a long time,
unless the school decided to give us an extra holiday then I shall love LFA forever:

1. PE: read over flag football rules. LOL, makes me think all about the fun times in PE, and all those fail twirls and snaps of KC x) and the time when everyone decided not to play by the rules and we all just started grabbing people flags and illegally jumping on them. i was so amazed she didnt notice us at all. FANTASTIC. and omg, my thighs really hurt :'( yep that sounds wrong but just deal with it and reads on mon amie. two block sucked, 10 minutes 29 seconds- goal next time: 9 minutes. yes, obviously outta my reach but i can dream and try right? YES.

2. english: uhhhh, do we even have anything for this? oh shoot darn, yes we do. weekly vocab and language power stuff. i think i'm gonna go ahead a bit too because there isnt enough hours in a week to actually let me understand what i'm even doing. i just end up thinking random answers and praying that their right. it was kinda weird because i finished the inclass essay on friday really early, and i was the first person to put it on the desk :/ it makes me feel like i did something wrong, or that what i wrote was really insufficent somehow. around me, everyone's writing so fast its like we're doing some kind of writing marathon. LOL, which in a way makes me realize we kinda are. i sat beside CC (i owe her a new witeout, ahah) and her thing was LONG. now i'm starting to doubt my essay, ahaha. oh well (: it's just 35% of our mark, thats all :D think positive thoughts guys, POSITIVE THOUGHTS. please dont freak out on me and slump down.

3. french: WE HAVE OUR FRENCH TEST ON THE 20TH YEAH. ms.s is the best ;D and its also thanks to KC and TD that we got our test moved, and pretty much the whole class too (: we got the convincing powers baby. i think i'll start cramming everything in on monday night, because who wants to study during the model un weekend? oh man, the assimulation was fun but i was TERRIFIED. seriously. i was so nervous and scared, it explains all that stumbling. MY FAVOURITE SIMPLE PLAN SONG IS PLAYING NOW YAY ITS I CAN WAIT FOREVER. sa-wooon. anyhoo, yeah. it was really great, and aleks and meliza and vikki and others were flipping good. and nicole and alex. oh man, i nearly started laughing when i started commeding others on their speeches, and also when saying mine. i mean, zimbabwe is basically the death centre for blood diamonds, right? i should have gotten up more and spoken too, but i just got tired, and plus our working paper was really messed up. and even until now, i.am.still.CONFUSED. like, macaroni and cheese seriously, i am never going to get the art of writing working papers right till forever- and our real conference is A WEEK AWAY. holy pie. oh, i got all my clothes and stuff set out, so that i wont freak out about it the night before. i was going to go shopping tomorrow since i didnt have anything in my closet that was entirely appropriate (more like semi-formal, casual, because i prefer comfort before style) but then i asked my mom if she had anything (note: my mom is a packrat when it comes to clothes and jewelry. its, like, her flipping hobby that takes up too much space in her closet. but its actually handy for emergencies like these) and she was able to lend me two suits- one black, one maroon. ahaha go ahead and laugh your head off about the maroon suit, but hey, i think its pretty nice looking and suitable and presentable, so yeups. and i wont go into further description because i have a feeling you're prolly still OMGing and LOLing about the maroon suit. i'll be nice and tell you not to shut up, but next time i wont be so COMPLACENT. ahaha, i dont think i even used that right in context xD and yeah, i'm apprehensive for next week. expand more next time.

4. socials: NOTHING, nada. when it came to skit time last block on friday, i was laughing so much it was hard to stay on topic during the skit. tori was just my perfect grandson. LOL amelia was hilarious too in her skit. "i am so wise." AHAHAH. the purple hat on her head just totally added to that. christie was really strong AND silent, especially when she kept hitting me on the back xD

5. math: ah, seeing how i failed that math test and cant do more than 5 problems right on the kayley thing, i'm gonna reread some notes. i cant believe this- i need to get back on track with math. its gonna bring me down if i dont start paying attention. plus i asianfailed socials too :(

6. science: n/a. i heart science tres much this year. YOU ROCK MS.COADY. but i'm still a bit shocked about the format of our test, plus everyone's reactions was funny. man, we were SO surprised. and eventhough the multiple choice of the test was easy peezy (hint hint, two biomes mainly found in canada isnt the arctic or temperate rain forest), the written part was pretty.. like, a bit bit teensy tough. my paper basically looks like it's been graffitied by some drunk teenager. no joke, i'm actually serious folks. i filled up almost the whole front page and only a little bit of the back remained empty. at least i wasnt the only one- other people did the same too. 5 HOURS OF STUDYING- you wont need that much, just know the deets and overall everything pretty well, y'all will do FINE. there's just 22 questions i think. yah.

7. religion. srry, the first word that comes to mind is DRAT. why? essay on dorothy day. i love dorothy day, but writing an essay about her? thats a bit too much. and its worth 50 flipping marks and, and, its just too much. i mean, some of us werent even taking notes, we were just really enjoying the movie and we all come back to earth with a SMACK once we see you wrote ESSAY on the board. that just killed us m'am, KILLED US. i wrote notes, but not that detailed. i was gonna doodle around and do some french two years thing with roo but then she sat right behind us, so we were just like dang. AHAHA. i'll start it at like, 8 tom. night. :) hehe. OH NO WAIT THAT TIME IS RESERVED FOR HEARTLAND, oh no wait heartland ends at 8 so thats ohkay. lets just carry on, shall we?

8. planning: OH BOY LAST PLANNING CLASS. amy was so funny. her group did liberal arts and humanites, and they said a lot of words and terms that no one really understood (but i did, i just didnt say anything because morote and sharlene were talking about boys and whatnot, because apparently someone met someone through this, and then morote started a rant, and then olivia saw a squirrel and ms.martin was just like okay? and shaking her head and it was just really funny. drat i'm doing my speech next class. POOP) so shannon was just like "whats that" to a lot of them, and then amy got to the point where she got really frustrated that she told shannon "GO SEARCH IT UP ON GOOGLE" and everyone started laughing and then ms.martin was like "oh this group is bad i'm giving them a minus one." and then amy started apoligizing the amy way, yenno. oh boyy xD our group did tourism, hospitality, and foods, and it turned out to be easier than i thought it would be. fun times guys, fun times. and i seriously find the chinese writing so, so PERFECT. i love it.

so yeah, thats what i have to go through pretty much this weekend :) with all the little rants inbetween. saw a dear old friend of mine, since when did you get so tall.?dude, i have to CRANE my neck just to look up at you. i didnt even see you till you poked my shoulder- i was just like, huh? then i saw you.

-he's doing all right, all okay. it was really nice seeing him and all, though we should catch up sometime. saw other people too, yeah, it was great- ren, you read so fine, what are you even worrying about? wished i could have stayed longer to talk to him though- have no idea what meeting he was talking about, and about jp and jm. he asked me if i had someone (lol, he was so unsubtle about it) or like, met anyone, and i just told him i havent had the chance to meet or hang out with guys and stuff much since i had to work for my dad this summer, plus school is keeping me busy. but his question did get me thinking again.. and the answer to that would be i dont want to jump into a relationship right now. really, i dont. i mean, its fun to hang out with guys and joke around and get them annoyed and stuff, but liking a guy and being in a relationship? i dont think so. i wouldnt be able to give the guy enough attention with so much on my plate already, and plus i'd get distracted. and ur prolly thinking," nellie you're so smart you'll find a way to balance everything." but really, i wont be able to. this isnt self doubt either, eventhough right not it sounds like i'm trying to convince myself more of this than what my heart is telling me to think. i wont be up for it, and i wouldnt treat the relationship seriously. and right now, i dont care if i sound like such a nerd or geek saying this, but my grades matter a lot to me this year. so yeah, i screwed up math and socials and english, but i still have enough time to improve. i really want to get into the university of my dreams, and, its gonna be tough competition. and even more tougher convincing my parents to at LEAST minor in art and to take art next year. holy pie, i do NOT want to take IT. je refuse. yeps. right now, i just wanna have fun, yenno, and meet new people =) but no falling in love, nope not yet.

seeing you today made me realize a lot of other things too. how .. yeah. it was also kinda ironic seeing you today because you were mentioned in one of the photos that got self-tagged, and yeah. and seeing you today made me feel bad because i totally didnt get to ask you about my hubby, how he's doing and stuff. it slipped my mind. i miss him, i miss you both. you guys have just been through a lot with me you know, so yeah. thank goodness neither of you even read this, hahaha.

love, sweet love, its all the world needs.
lol i owe you a candiogram, yes garcia, i promise to get you back for that =) just you wait impatient one.

there was this moment after school on friday before heading over to the mun meeting when it was just the three of us. and, walking to the cafe just the three of us gave me flashbacks of grade 8, when we were still tight and close. just saying. but whatever- like i said, i'm playing by ear now.

i think i've written enough,
and i bet your eyes are already protesting
at the too many letters getting jumbled in your brain :P
nite all, eat a corn dog,
and start researching your info for model un and dont be like me since i havent searched up anything about NGO, amnesty international =) yeah, i wanna focus on my grades when i cant even get organized, AHAHA.

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4 you

I.LOVE.U.