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May 17, 2009 / 10:05 PM

It's not enough to say I'm sorry for the things I've done. In fact, I wish I could back, rewind and play, all those embarrassing, humiliating, and sad moments. I've behind the truth so long, its hard for me to be honest and accept myself. Maybe I've just lost on all those shooting stars. Or maybe I just blew away all those chances. I don't want things to end badly, I don't want anything bad to start. I've had enough of all the trash I could live through this year- I wish I could throw it back at people, maybe to make myself feel better. But it won't, in anyway. You gave me your hand but I didn't take it. I just blew the last dance I had.