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suck it up.♣

May 13, 2009 / 7:14 PM

It pisses me off that when people promise something, they can't seem to keep it. They always say that they're going to be there for you, but when you need them they're GONE.

BAM.







just like that.

You haven't kept your promises, haven't you noticed that?
You haven't really been there for me this whole time.
When you were there for me,
it was only when you found something ... INTERESTING to discuss with me,
or if you found my problems captivating enough to hold your attention.
When you've been there for me,
you only stuck around the next day,
then completely forgot about me the days, weeks, months after that.

I think you're heartless.
You don't even care.
Don't give me that look and say "I do care, but I'm busy."

YEAH, YOU'RE BUSY BEING SOMEONE WHOM YOU'RE NOT.

If you really cared,
you wouldnt be treating me like this.

Hanging out with me one day,
then forgetting my total existence the next.

I hate this feeling. HATE IT.

I don't hate you- I'm not strong enough to feel that way.
Deep inside you're still someone I care about,
eventhough you've hurt me more than I can count.