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May 15, 2009 / 9:19 PM

One look and you're in love. You never thought you'd feel this way again. You can feel it - the adrenaline rush through your bones, anticipation running through your veins. It was as if all those hours of heartbreak, heartache had never happened. Anxiety keeps you rooted to the spot, not knowing whether or not you should make eye contact or not. You think about how to get her attention, make her glance your way. It's been over 3 months, and thinking you'd never get over HER, well, now you have. Those 3 months of forever nailed it down to this possible, turning moment. It hurts to think about HER though, how both of you thought the "love" would last. Or was it really love? Was it LOVE, or was it just mutual attraction? Or failed love at first sight? You both know it didnt last, last enough to be on friendly terms with one another. Perhaps it wasnt meant to be. Or maybe it was rushed. . . Either way, you don't know, and you dont know because you dont and you dont care because you didnt care in the first place.


It hurts to think about you, even when I'm trying my hardest to not think of you, because the harder I try, the more unforgettable you ever can be. People tell me to move on, but I can't because you've kept me rooted to the spot.