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dull day♣

May 25, 2009 / 6:11 PM

dull.
boring.
so out of it.

science lesson today was fail. FAIL. maybe i'm being a too pessimistic, but i'm ashamed and embarrassed that i couldnt even properly explain the topic we were doing to people in the class. i feel really bad about it, and i couldnt even tell what she thought about our lesson. i'm pretty sure our powerpoint was okay, its just the oral presentation i'm worried about. thats 55 marks. argh. i hate going first, but at least now its done and over with. i dont have to worry about it anymore. at least tom. we get a break from science and have a study block. not like me and claire are actually going to do anything =p haha.

french. she's only adding that question to the exam because she has nothing else to add on it. i wish she'd go over stuff we REALLY, crucially need to know, like, maybe units 4-6, and the grammar stuff, like the things you use to write in the past... LOL. i dont even know what its called. same old same old. and she's the teach for next year, too. great scott.

pe. pushups. yeah, it was a terrible class.

lunch. model un. i really want to do it, but what about the expenses and stuff? plus making the decision to be totally committed to the club feels rushed. what happens if i dont like it after the mandatory training thing at ubc? if i was given a few more days, i'd make up my mind whether i want to join/not. but since i only have 2-3 days, the pressure's building in. and like i need anymore, with exams about to roll in, and the days flying by. if i do decide to commit to it, i think i'd like to go to the McGill one :] it'd give me a chance to see ... i think its in Ontario? ahaha i hope it is =p its just two days compared to the chicago trip (3-4 days), but i'm happy with that. plus i'm still a newbie :p i'm just worried how i'm going to juggle all the extracurricular stuff next year, since next year's going to be harder, and everyone's going to be taking school seriously because everyone's going to be looking into university's and future stuff. i want to do it, but i cant juggle everything in my hands. maybe i wont join debate next year? o.o its a possibility, at the moment. poo i want to have art next year. dang planning!

english. sigh. romeo and juliet =)

art. best subject, ever. and thats all you need to know, besides the fact i get to work with the two coolest people ever <33

i dont know what to expect from next year, because i dont want to lose all the people i've become close with this year.

i guess i'm going to wait and see.